Why Jealousy?

Dear viewers,
Why do people get jealous? Why do I get jealous? Do we always have to want what others have? Why can't we accept the things we got now? I mean I know for a fact that most of us have been jealous of someone atleast once in their lifetime, it's just human nature, it happens. But why is that reason? It's like we don't want to see other people happy, we just want to be greedy and take it all, trust me I know; I hate to admit it but it's true! We see someone with someone or something, and we can't help ourselves to ask "Why don't I have that?" or "Why does he or she get to have that?" I know how it is, I've been there myself. I just wish it would go away, I love my own things, and even though I don't have what he or she has, doesn't mean I have to hate them or even hate myself for not having it (whatever it might be) I want to be happy with what I've got, and who knows I might even receive better one day, maybe not today or tomorrow but one day! So why is it that I mean to act right at the moment, but as soon as I see someone with something I've always wanted and can't have, I get jealous? Am I an evil person for thinking this way? Will there ever be hope for me? I just hope someone out there can understand me, and tell me, why? I just don't get it, I don't want to be "The Green-Eyed Monster" but I can't help it at the same time. What do I do at a time like that? How should I act at a time like that? I just want nice things to be happy, but at the same time I don't want to be materialistic and rely on things that I can't have forever anyway! So then why care so much? Who knows! That's just human nature I guess, it's the way that we are and can't help to think that we mean right, but act wrong, right? Well anyway thanks so much for reading my crazy confusing thoughts, remember to always keep hope alive.... And ofcourse to also keep your head up! Peace!!!! :-)

Me Time?

Dear Viewers,

I wonder, is it really that hard to ask for me time? Why do certain people have problems with things that really has nothing to do with them? I mean for instance I like to collect barbie dolls ( I know lame), but if I really like it and it makes me happy, would you be upset and think that it's pointless to collect it? Wouldn't you just want me to be happy? I would hope so, right? Well I know some people who hates the idea of me doing so, and I'm wondering to myself what does it have to do with you? I like it, I buy it, it makes me happy! It's not like I'm asking you to buy me anything Barbie (that would be exciting) but I don't care if you don't purchase it for me, The thing that confuses me the most is that I support what anybody does, but when it comes to me, no one seems to care. Why is that? Am I too caring about people or is people less caring about me? My life is one big question mark! Sometimes I wonder if it's too hard to ask for me time, you know a time where it can be about me and only me and the things I do such as collecting my dolls, knitting, cooking, and caring for my dogs! Why do people make such big deals about little things? If anyone out there thinks that I'm crazy for having a hobby, please let me know maybe I am and just don't know it yet! Anyway thanks for reading my thoughts and keep hope alive!

Oh and remember to also keep your head up! :)

Who am I?

Dear viewers,
Have you ever been confused about anything, how about everything. Well I am Confused about anything and everything (I'm sure the name gave it away) but I just don't understand how life is suppose to function half the time, heck all the time. I mean who actually knows these things anyways, I wish someone would help me with what I'm suppose to be doing everyday of my life, so maybe I wouldn't mess it up kind of like a life assistant, you know? I felt like I grew up so fast that I don't even know what to do next in my life! I wonder does anyone out there know what to do? Does everyone but me plan their lives? I feel like I'm alone in this sometimes, that no one else has reached a point in their lives that they don't achieve something at a certain age. I don't know if there is anyone out there that's suffering from lack of life syndrome like me, but if there is I just want to say you are not alone in this, I too am lifeless and feel like there's no hope in this world, no place where I can be free and busy at the same time, feel like there is a purpose to living and exploring the possibilities that is out there somewhere! Just know that you are definitely not alone, and one day we shall rise and shine, and everyone that never noticed us shall see us with our vibrant attitude and unique personality that would make anyone turn heads (in a good way, ofcourse) but until then hang in there and one day (hopefully) it'll be our time to shine! Well I would like to thank you for taking the time out to read my thoughts, take care and keep hope alive!

p.s. Keep your head up! (That goes for me too)